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Day 2 of Quitting
I pretty much breezed through the first day of not smoking. I had a few cravings, but they quickly passed.
Today is a whole different story.
I'm using these lozenges like they're going to make me smarter. I'm still rockin' the patch, but the cravings are vicious!
I also feel like I'm in a fog. My thoughts are so cloudy. My head hurts. My jaw hurts from clenching my teeth. My gums burn from the lozenges. My coffee tastes weird.
Eric asked me if I wanted some wine. I about cried. Yes. I want a glass of wine.... WITH A CIGARETTE!
I declined on the wine. I know it's a trigger for me.
He brought me a dozen roses instead. I wish I could smoke them...... (No, really. They're gorgeous! And I have a super-supportive, considerate husband. I love him to pieces. He's trying to understand what this addiction is like, but he cannot. He's never smoked.)
I understand there are going to be a lot of ups and downs during this process. I just want to be "over it."
Today is a whole different story.
I'm using these lozenges like they're going to make me smarter. I'm still rockin' the patch, but the cravings are vicious!
I also feel like I'm in a fog. My thoughts are so cloudy. My head hurts. My jaw hurts from clenching my teeth. My gums burn from the lozenges. My coffee tastes weird.
Eric asked me if I wanted some wine. I about cried. Yes. I want a glass of wine.... WITH A CIGARETTE!
I declined on the wine. I know it's a trigger for me.
He brought me a dozen roses instead. I wish I could smoke them...... (No, really. They're gorgeous! And I have a super-supportive, considerate husband. I love him to pieces. He's trying to understand what this addiction is like, but he cannot. He's never smoked.)
I understand there are going to be a lot of ups and downs during this process. I just want to be "over it."
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